Ramblin'

I'm not sure why I allow myself to get like this. Last night I felt like a complete idiot. I should not have let myself wait around for that long. I should not have blown up like that. I seem to always think with my heart before my head. I truly believe in seeing the best in people. I don't want to ruin everything by doing this. I thought that everything I said was valid. I thought you understood, but here I sit today having not heard a word. You are truly one of my closest friends, and I hate fighting. I never fight. I hold everything in. You said you were glad I was being honest....were you really?